Today

today
today is the day that i should forget about my rage
one day.....but, not today
about the pain
and you're delay
one day
but not today
about the blod i shed in such delay
one day but not today
one day i will feel okay
one day but not today
my body is numb today
and

i am the slave of abuse today
today
i am a child of misery's prey
and although i smile and say
it's okay
it's not
especially today.
but one day
thats not today
i willl
i willl be okay
and all thoughts of dismay will
survey the world that we see today
with no rehab
cuz
i am re-hab on the ship that i purvey


and although
my day is
not today
someday........
i willl be
okay
not today
but
someday.

~Nydi